Today I have been suspected of carrying Thalassemia gene. honestly, i know nothing about this gene disease. Dr Lawson, doctor who treated me gave me some introductions on the disease and she also provides me with some useful websites for my own research.
As I went through and did the research, i was quite suprised on the fact that this disease will totally chage my life. The doctor did ask me whether am i getting or planning to get married. She has her point when she said that.
No man in this world not planning for his big day. I also have some plans and now i need to change that plans. I'm not mad to Allah because of this gene defect,But i just lost Hope on how i'm going to start over again and plan once again.
I just lost reliance on how my future would be.
But as I Going through The riyadusalihin, i found one enchanting hadith that insyaAllah addresses my worries.
Umar R.A said :I heard Messenger of Allah SAW saying: " if All depend on ALLAH with all due reliance, He would certainly give you provision as He gives it to the birds who go forth hungry in the morning and return with full belly at dusk" [At-tirmidhi]
What an inspirational thought from this hadith. InsyaAllah form right now i will be like the bird who put reliance on Allah, the One who give the bird provision. The bird did work by flying from nest but what happen after that, whether or not it get any food is fully rely on Allah.
So as muslim we plan and work the plan and after that put your full reliance to Allah
insyaAllah
Thursday, May 14, 2009
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